
We were the second people we know to rescue the Old Man, a.k.a. Sampson. We knew of a woman who lived in Salcha who did what we have done on more than one occasion…taking in unwanted dogs. Sadly, she was electrocuted while felling trees in her dog yard and few people tried to adopt her dogs after her death, which she had already adopted from shelters and other mushers. That’s a sad reality of this sport, most mushers have no problem breeding litter after litter in an attempt to be the next big thing, but few mushers want to step up and actually give a dog a home that may not be able to help them get to the finish line in first place.
Anyway, we were at capacity then in our own kennel, but sometimes you just have to dig a little deeper into your pocket when it’s the right thing to do, so we made the trip to Salcha with the intention of adopting one dog. We looked past the strong, friendly dogs in the hope they could go to a home with someone less experienced in dealing with troubled dogs, and instead looked for a dog no one would likely choose. We picked a young, super spooky dog that wouldn’t even come out of his box (this is Rolo for those who know our dogs), but as we were preparing to leave we noticed an old dog who’s circle looked like pictures I’ve seen of the beach at Normandy during the D-day invasion.
Apparently this old dog had a passion for digging, but he didn’t just dig holes, he dug caverns and trenches. Between his age and his destructive nature, we knew this guy wasn’t going home with anyone else, so we took him too.
Here at the kennel, he fit right in. He loved running in the team, even though he was so old he could never do more than a mile or two. Still, if he saw the harnesses come out, he would try to run up our legs and dress himself he would be so excited.
He continued to dig and in summer we would often look out to only see him flinging dirt into the air from one of his latest tunnels. His whole body would be below the surface and he loved every minute of it. We later figured out he was digging out of some kind of self-play game he had with his food bowl. If he didn’t have a bowl, he would spend the day resting in his box, but if he had a bowl, he would spend the day digging after it as if it were perpetually out of his grasp.
The only time he would actually stop pretending he couldn’t get the bowl was at feeding time, when he would magically suddenly be able to catch it. He would then just parade around with it in his mouth until he got fed. I’m not sure who taught him this, or if it was some type of stereotypy, but it was comical as heck to watch.
Sadly though, as I went out to feed yesterday morning that was how I knew something was wrong. I didn’t see Old Man running circles of excitement with his bowl in his mouth. He’s been deaf for years, so sometimes he wouldn’t know all the dogs were barking and he’d be fast asleep in his dog box until I tapped him to let him know it was time for breakfast.
I peeked in his box and he was curled up on a thick nest of straw. I tapped him to wake him up, but he didn’t move. I reached in and he was still warm to the touch. My heart sank. Our last dog to die was Bashful who died in our arms, and we found it crushing, but somehow this seemed worse. Even though it looked like he didn’t suffer and possibly died in his sleep, he died alone. We never got to give him one last pet or scratch or got to tell him how much we enjoyed the few years we knew him, or how much his silly antics brought a smile to our faces daily.
In the end we gave him more than most others would have, but still only half of what he deserved in life. That’s the hard part of living with 40 dogs…there’s only so much time in the day, so you never really feel like everyone gets that one-on-one attention they deserve. We do our best, but it never feels like enough once they’re gone.
God speed Old Man. We’ll miss you. Say hello to Kawlijah, Bashful and our other friends when you see them.

Cole’s good-bye:
When we showed up to the rescue efforts, the old dog wasn’t necessarily our first pick. We wanted to help out a sad situation, but were only planning on taking home one dog that was still young enough to run with the dogs we had. Within minutes of watching his ridiculous antics I knew deep down we needed to take him home… It’s like rooting for the underdog, or picking the kid that always gets picked last, first… we knew no one else would give this dog a home… whether it be because he peed on anything within streaming distance, he carried his bowl everywhere-making it quite the game at feeding time, or the landscaping job of four-foot trenches he excavated his circle with –in fact there were days when all we could see when glancing his direction was the tip of a wagging tail and a shower of dirt flying out of the latest crevasse. We headed out with our one dog, then without much more than a nod to each other, walked back to the dogyard and arranged to take this obvious misfit. This old guy needed a home for the rest of his life, no matter how long or short it would be.
We soon figured out that he was completely deaf, and one of the happiest little creatures ever. Never serious, always up for visitors (as long as they weren’t interested in his dog bowl which never escaped his attention) and if a harness was available he would gladly school you on how you should wear it. By others’ standards he would have been seen as just a mouth to feed and a burden to the kennel.
In the end, he was a joy to have known. Yes, he was one more mouth to feed, and I am thankful that I was the one to feed it. It breaks my heart to think of him alone on his bed of straw for his final moments without the warmth that he brought to the yard, and I hope his mind was on summer and he felt the warmth of the long sunny days and the dirt flying from his paws.
I wish I could have been there for you Old Man, I am truly sorry